Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 7:38 AM
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
i need a break from all this
Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 9:26 AM
Stop this train
I want to get out and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in I
know I can
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 11:42 PM
the test, btw wasn't created by phina i used her acc accidentally (:
Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 7:09 AM
hello hello (:
yd breakfast was quite amusing. after macs we were getting back to church with our redblueyellowwhite balloons and then caught the wrong bus. i didn't even see what number it was just jumped on it and turns out it's the wrong one. not church. haha yes in the end juni me and megan walked all the way back to church. (:
i went shopping at holland v after that but it was terribly boring. ended up buying food at coldstorage instead.
today was. fun too (: ultimate frisbee is fuuuuuuuun. and then during english instead of thinking up points on why students have a life as opposed to having no lives
we started humouring ourselves and talking in stupid accents which were probably very very off but still./ so amusing and everything! alright lydia's british accent was not bad. heh
i forgot how to say where's my coconut tree? in tamil :/ next week's yf is sentosa yay (:
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 7:33 AM
hello
alright i haven't posted in ages. as usual
anyway life's been pretty okay. today i had a lesson as well as prayer and praise. both went fine (: heh. prayer and praise wasn't bad.
though i seem to have lost focus of important things recently and i think about silly stupid things that don't mean anything. i don't even know what i'm thinking about sometimes i can sit and stone there for an hour without knowing what i'm doing.
think i need to find myself somehow :/ i feel kind of detached from people and all of that stuff that used to really important to me. everyday's like go-through-the-motions.
wake up flag raising go to school lunch waste away the afternoon go for tuition at night come home mug for tests sleep.
and think i've changed from when i was like. begining of sec two. to begining of sec three. to middle of sec three. changed alot. maybe too much, yeah. anyhow, i don't like myself anymore. not that much anyway. that might explain why some things are the way they are.
because today at p&p i said life was better i guess. maybe that's why i can't concentrate on qt much. then i wondered if life was better after i said it. and now i don't really think so. because i can't find myself and it's hard.
and i get so lonely in this crowd
i wanna scream but make no sound
yeah i'm lost but maybe i'll be found
i've had pretty fun times too though. (: like hmm.
jubilate!
superfun (: haha pretty impressive performances there. though we only arrived at the second interval. because we took reallyreally long to actually get to NUS, everyone we asked for directions cheated us and so we hiked up and down the place for really long. heh those with heels ah. i admire them for running uphill in high high heels alot (:
took pictures and went to TCC to have supper afterwards (: though i was dying of stomach flu it was really quite fun. phina and sancia slept over and we talked alot (: haha and watched forrest gump for awhile but decided not to finish watching it, we'll finish it this friday! (: woohoo
np ystd was alright, not too bad, though i was an appalling timer. i'll never ever ever ever ever ever volunteer to be timer ever again. it was like, charmaine are you sure you know the timing? every three seconds. hahah yeah then dinner. we bought shrek ear hairbands and wore them and people thought we were crazy when they walked past (: which was quite funny.
my mom made me try on every single long-sleeved shirt we own just now. i'm going on a long long holiday this june that's why. pretty exciting i guess (: europe. i shall have to buy chocolates or some sort of souveneir back for phina and sancia and all (: why don't i just give out pictures of me in europe right heh
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 @ 7:50 AM
feels like a long time since i've touched the com.
things have been okay, i guess. which is nice after like. ten thousand years of notniceness
nice things this week
#1 i did good for napfa.#2 MSND was fun (: took strange pictures on the mrt, ran to fortcanning from ps, ate junk, sat on a picnic mat.
#3 CIP was awesome though i think not everybody enjoys flag day. i do.
#4 i got the best damned thing
#5 jubilate's going to be :D
i worship led for zjs for the first time and it wasn't that bad yeah. at least i didn't screw it up that bad (: on sunday it was my cousin's birthday so everybody was there and i made them donate to my CIP haha. and i got to talk to my cousin again and. her life's getting really amusing (:
i think some places really don't know how to play good music. first it was haagen daz. today it was coffee bean and thheir weird series of chinese-instrumental-beachparty-ish music. (: and i'm getting more blur goodness i re-did an entire prelim paper accidentally today. you tell me :/
i keep forgetting to reply messages.
self control.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007 @ 9:52 AM
labour day is today (: we hardworking people went to have lunch and then rushed to rent john tucker must die and buy ben&jerry's and guavajuice and ruffles in a cab i so kindly sponsored/ after we did all our homework, that is.
and i did do all of it (: yay me. then then we went downstairs to watch john tucker and eat chunkeymonkey faster than it melts and spill pink guavaj down my shirt. haha john tucker was funnaye nonsense and johntucker is hot (: really really.
sancia: i shall lend you the dvd to watch the last part x) guess we downloaded msnd's software too fast yes! haha amusingness. and thanksmuch for the icecream :D
labourday + phina = fatts
had dinner with my entire family and it was fun :D unexpectedly so.
melo and her mysterious fish makes me feel dumb :/
i want to watch potc3 and spiderman3 (: especially potc3!
i want to pass my tests next week (: