okay, something just dampened my VERYVERYVERYHIGH mood >:/ but never mind i shall deal with it! (:

anyway yeah no school tomorrow, how cool is that :D no army open house, even better! like, who would really want to spend hours in TUAS looking at the latest new army equipment.
i don't know what's with the hairspray thingo, but, go with the flow (:

i'm reading twilight now, that edward cullen is hot (: with an added bonus of being a vampire, oh well. it's totally not making me study, i like abandoned my tuition homework to read and come online. what a slacker i am

and my ppr's like crap too, zhou qian said, xue mian ni yao jia you again, just the way she did last term. why can't, i like, study harder, and, do better! >:(
chinese prelims today was brain deaden-ing can. four hours straight of chinese, my brain can't really take it. though i seem to have quite alot of stuff to say about anorexic girls, i wrote four pages straight. hurh

things change, yet they stay the same. complicatedcomplicatedcomplicated. i don't like complicated things! still at least some stuff has fallen into place. like, back to normal. yaye (: hahah oh wellll i'm going for sports outreach, :D

oh oh i will change my mind kind, julia's reallyquiteamusing.

:)

candice!

i was grumpy through monday&tuesday (and josephina wasn't at recess on monday) but then wednesday got to be alright, my replacement coach was kickass compared to my old coach. thursday melo came to study (quite productive yes. quite.) friday no cca :D

i want to watch hairspray! (:

ha ha i got more pictures from national day :D and i'm too lazy to post on friendster

:D today was >:( i screwed my physics spa, zhou qian made not very subtle digs at my stupid chinese assignment and even better, got whacked in the face by a badminton racket, but that's okay. i shall be happy (:

we watched rush hour which was damned amusing and funny, i think it'll totally make me laugh when i'm ever down (: shopped for a bit, and walked around vivo for an hour trying to decide on a place for dinner. though el swore she knew where thaiexpress was we only found it when we were going home. hahah went to the place where there are these pools and we started wading around in the water and took pictures on this. whateveryoucallit :D

national daycelebrations (:

sometimes i just wanna laugh at myself and i don't know why
i've never blogged twice in a day before hahah well

been reading blogs which i haven't read in ages since i have no links and all. sancia's still starting every post with a picture i see. she's into her hey there delilah mode. that song's so sweet though i reminds me of things that aren't sweet at all

read my guitar mentor's blog and i don't know why i can't turn my blog into a shoutbox of my own, all people read about is cip and what-i-did which doesn't exactly mean anything much does it. ho hum

haven't exactly been very organized in my thoughts or anything like that, all i've wanted to do is study for tests and do tys and find out who's doing the test before me so i can cheat a little. or maybe alot. now i've got time i don't have much energy to rearrange them. feel so strangely disorganized and a bugging feeling that something isn't right somewhere. though i can't see where or how

i realise my life's all about exchanges. for some reason. i do good for physics and my chemistry just dies on me. school's good but weekends just ain't so exciting anymore. and so on and so forth

and just so i forget to forget. i'd better get someone to remind me not to start everytime my conversation starts edging towards the tuition direction. tuition's supposed to be educational and where you study and kill off whatever's left of your energy after school.
not give you stress and give you like, seventeen floors of awkward deafening silence.

if you know what i mean

another episode- i hate these awful fights with my mother, of all people but yeah, it's over. thankfully

cip today was amusing, we traumatized alot of people by waving flags and brochures at their faces at the entrance of escalators (: hahah. but then these nice whoever-they-ares took almost all our flags and brochures and told us stnicks rocks and everything hahah. took a million pictures. including someone melo spotted and got abit silly over in subway at eight in the morning (:

after cip we went to bugis to buy nationalday clothes, as in phina, waiteng, sylvia and i. we got jeans and yay they didn't cost alot at all :D i had to go home after that because after the abovementioned there was no way i'd be able to visit phina's church so yeah. home/

home wasn't so bad really. just wanted to go sleep the minute i hit the bedroom but. i went to practice piano which is getting to be torture really. exams just kill the joy of playing the piano but i've only got one more grade to go anyway (:

i think i really need to like pull my socks up and study harder my grades are quite appalling at the moment.

in the meantime i should just forget about what i've been dwelling on lately. it won't get me anywhere really, it's not like thinking about it's going to make a difference. it never did yeah, i probably won't this time. anyway this is an awfully wrong time for me to think about stuff like that, so whatever.

forget charmaine forget (: