Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 8:52 AM
i like Daphne loves Derby, v much (:
they make, alot of sense
Sometimes I'm scared that things could be
So much better than this
What's best is not right
Sometimes I wish that we could be
So much closer than this
But I won't look up when you walk away
a week ago, i had this horrible dream.
i dreamt that we were going to do probability forever. it was really very real like, mrs soh standing in front telling us it's going to be Pobability and nothing else from now on.
it was, really horrible and scary, i think failing probability really has left some sort of emotional scar or whatever on me :0
Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 8:22 AM
happy happy happy birthday candice :D
and yes, i do know that we asked you to list out everything properly, but please, use your common sense. small items like straws, you don't have to tell me you have 1188 of them. we not so sadistic as to make you go count straw and satay sticks. just tell me you have 1 big packet or wat will do. (but it is commendable that you managed to count 1000 over of straws. how long did it take you?)
GERALDINE MADE US COUNT THE STRAWS&THEOTHER RUBBISH (WE SPENT AN HOUR, BTW) AND OH LOOK, IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.
it was, EXCRUTIATING to pick out toothpicks with snnp written all over them (doubt they're even usable, would you stick a toothpick that's been written on in your mouth) and count them ONE BY ONE.
i feel so stupid, hahaa after i read the email i just started laughing to (and, at? omgzx) myself. and after reading cass' blog, she's hilarious ttm.
AI was horrible, carly got out. D: the voting's rubbish i say, if david cook gets out i will kill myself and refuse to watch anymore AI.
GERALDINE MADE US COUNT THE STRAWS&THEOTHER RUBBISH (WE SPENT AN HOUR, BTW) AND OH LOOK, IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.
it was, EXCRUTIATING to pick out toothpicks with snnp written all over them (doubt they're even usable, would you stick a toothpick that's been written on in your mouth) and count them ONE BY ONE.
i feel so stupid, hahaa after i read the email i just started laughing to (and, at? omgzx) myself. and after reading cass' blog, she's hilarious ttm.
AI was horrible, carly got out. D: the voting's rubbish i say, if david cook gets out i will kill myself and refuse to watch anymore AI.
i miss, michelle. she is coming home v soon.
well, not really. but still :D
what would it be like, if any of you left for good.
what would it be like, if any of you left for good.
Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 7:36 AM
i got my cool book, about the melanncholic death of oyster boy and other stories. turns out, sancia has it, and she didnt read it until tonight, ha ha
i like char boy.
but he got swept out into the street because he was mistaken for a fireplace. WHY
i bet he told you that he loved you. &he put his arms around you, and said that even if everyone else turned their backs, even if you never saw your family and friends again, a world with only you and him and the baby would feel downright crowded because of all the love that would be stuffed into it.
how sweet is that. who cares if i sound like a sucker :D
hmm. i wonder what it'd be like, if you left.
or, what it'd be like for you if i did.
except i won't.
:D
Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 7:31 AM
from sunday, where we went someplace at marina sq for phina's birthday and they turned up two hours late, so me&sancia talked and walked and talked and walked
anyway it was, fun :D
:D
how cool is that, chem lab
see, going to cry already :0
i stayed up till what time to do this thing manzzx.
hello, i'm finally posting, i'm like the laggiest of everyone else hahaa
happy birthday to the bestfriend phinaweena :D (though her birthday was technically yesterday, nevermind)
we did cool cool present, folded many many straw&paper hearts with like the cheesiest quotes on them. which sound veree typical of each of us.
cass says, you are the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. (ttm, ttc, lab! HAHA)
sancia&i say, your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
oh and. in your life, we were there. and we will always be.
sancia's emoattack! was real funny, she ended up crying&laughing (:
i had fun at the cool japanese place, :D
went to catch Definitely Maybe today with melo&wai, it was good but not a cryish movie D: not really. i got showered by popcorn :( and we were like, quick quick must finish popcorn before it ends, OHNOO IT'S ENDING.
ahah. even more retardedly we went to take neoprints, :0 like how cool is that manzzx, i haven't taken them in years. all bec somebody had this inexplicable urge to take them again
i am, Happy Girl.
i'm doing a pretty good job of forgetting so far
Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 9:24 AM
the people at fish&co prob hated us with a vengeance D: since we made too much noise and kept asking for refills of the drink that we passed around again and again, lost count of how many times we refilled the glass ahah
:D
:0
fish&co people yay :D
birthday girl <3
that's my PP! ahah, who ate ALL the mussels except oneit's midnight, so much for my brilliant plan to get up at SIX to watch the notebook before church. i imagine i'll be falling asleep on the sofa trying to follow the storyline, and crying by myself when it ends :0 omgzx, retarded ttm hahaa
anyway that stupid thing that's been at the back of my mind and like bugging me all the time, is that i failed probabilty, and i only know one person who failed besides me. it's so asdfghjkl; because i thought i was FINE, not the best but not dying
but apparently i am la, i am Loser Gurl when it comes to emath, how coolios
friday was good, it was melo mnie's birthday, yay i love that girl v much, like TTM :D
Sunday, April 6, 2008 @ 8:49 AM
i feel grumpy.
i have the chinese ppt to do and it's 1228.
i hate chinese.
i don't give a damn about zhang ailing and her tragic lifestory.
i can't live much longer without my iPod.
i hate sunday nights and mondays even more.
i have a bad feeling that i'm going to flunk probabililty.
i have a bad feeling about everything now.
i am, Highly Irritable.
i need a break.
i need friday to come so we can go to dinner and be happy and high.
i need to make presents, desperately.
i need to stop needing breaks.
i hate change.
i'm worried about when you disappear.
&I'm sorry I'm not strong enough
to let go of the things that I love way too much
Saturday, April 5, 2008 @ 8:59 AM
yf was funny today :D
the whole Cookie thing, and the cookies were damn good. i should learn how to bake cookies like that, except i can't even bake brownies(the brownie mix kind) very nicely, so there you go.
played for yf today, guess it wasn't too bad, think i was drowned out by kwan (:
i slept 12 hours last night D: i've never slept that long before, srsly. my body clock is getting screwy, haha. the mom says it's because i eat too much subway(YEAH I'M SURE) that's why i'm so tired (and she says i'm fat and i'm a pig too, wtc, mothers are supposed to be lovely and kind and encouraging, are they not)
i'm celebrating phina fungi's birthday THREE TIMES, how cool is that manzx.
went melo's blog and saw that retarded picture we took on monday. haha, with me with bangs and melo with half bangs and phina with none. monday was amusing ttm, i think i'll remember that i have a contact in my eye and i'm going to DIE song like, forever. teehee
the focus on the friends and feelings
that made all those stupid songs worth singing
Thursday, April 3, 2008 @ 9:13 AM
If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be
And now, you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it