her retarded face, my finger

choir room ha ha

because, she wouldnt come into small sanctuary with us!

see my blue nails (:

she's a happy kid!

then. this picture i tihnk is really nice (:

goodbye (:

i resolve to: (1) change my blogskin or get wordpress or SOMETHING
(2) sleep by midnight every night

among other things like finishing up homework and having fun (: hahah.

today was. ha. ha. i don't know
took a long long train ride to west coast and left my shoebag under the seat of the train. i got to my shoebag in time, just as the doors closed. so i had to take back and forth like some idiot. ahwellllll :) i didn't know west coast was such a hip and happening place, but what do you know, it is :O

was totally going to rush down to rachel's church in the middle of yf but. hahah spent one hour downstairs instead. but still got to the church in time for ten minutes more of the mass, (: yeah.

being online at one in the morning makes me feel sleepy :/ but anyway tiffany&i have gotten around to looking at friendsters and stufflikethat. hahah, i have gone from not-informed to uber informed. ah well.

conference, was quite fun (: despite being way overdressed in white kebayas(which were quite pretty anyway) and whatnot. between attacking the horrible people rep vietnam and the slappable singaporeans hahah yeah. guess doing the powerpoint and stuff were quite worthwhile, but. reaching ONE hour earlier and spending money on costumes were uncalled for(!who's idea was it manzxz) then some weird-tempered teacher kept scolding us because we were apparently intruding in her all-exclusive staff/guest -toileteven though we were guests to their school, :O she has issues man.
and the catered food was damn good hahah.

been reading blogs, some people sound so disgustingly pretentious and everything, i wonder how it feels to live your life in denial and be ever so high, all the time? i wonder how they manage to get a decent lit grade if they sound as if they have absolutely no depth at all? i wonder how they can choose to ignore their fully functioning brains and act like the stupid blond chicks you see on tv all the time, just to get attention?

anyway, i found this on megan's blog, heh

anyhow, got the yearbook today, i look really :O in it but haha never mind (: let's just pretend it looked alright shall we. we ended up not watching a movie today though, :/ but still talked for a bit and waited for the rain to stop. :D

cut my hair too, i have a fringe now, but not bangs. i like my hair :) me and josephina went to some super faraway place to get, haircuts, hahah but it was :D and, the food down there is awesome, :D one more day of school left, and then i shall get to sleep in everyday YAYE. can't waittttt.

And about forgiveness we're both supposed to have exchanged

I'm sorry honey but I passed up now look this way

the last post was insanely pms-ish hahah and i have no idea why i feel like blogging all over again

was told to blog more. guess i should also. though i was under the impression no-one bothered to read this anymore. yaye this shall be a long post because i feel like it (:

things on the home front are so irritating and horrible at the moment. think i'm just being an idiot and making things difficult for the dad and sister. i see them getting quite pensieve at times. wonder if it's my fault,
but she's wrong she's wrong she's wrong

and i think i'm too much of a pushover. i really am, and you know what, that's going to change. i'm not going to spend the rest of my life being pushed around by people. think i'm really too random but yeah. i hate being taken for granted as well.
and since i'm fifteen and about a week and a half old i should remind myself not to be silly or airheaded anymore (: hahah.
actually it's not funny leh i have to grow up and stop making stupid comments and things like that. stop getting stuck in my perfect little world. where everyone loves everyone else and nobody's mean to anyone. yeah

nothing much else really. lessons quite a drag but think i get through each day pretty alright (: mostly just stoning and drawing rubbish on the backs of worksheets (: today tsw was having serious pms or smth, that stupid lady. apparently the people who didn't clean the blackboard are pathetic with a capitol P. i didn't clean the blackboard but i'm not pathetic >:(

on the bright side. chinses o's weren't that hard, thank God (: had quite alot of fun too. that sushi place was damned good hahah i want to go again. though it was kind of silly to sit there and study chinese the whole afternoon, but then we took alot of plates without even realising yup :D hahah so fun. that sworkshop thing after school was good too. i guess. communications speaker was quite amusing, but the image consultancy lady was egostical and weird

i hate going for tuition. knowing that everybody's leaving that damned place and wishing i could do the same. but i can't, or my physics grade will just die, oh what the hell/
why can't things just stay the same. or rather why is everybody always able to let go. all but me
guess i'm not showing any signs of growing up yet, hurh. i shall miss tiff/serene/therest, alot alot

i'm going to eat ben&jerry's, this is getting kind of morbid (: hahah.

i went to buy donuts todayyyyy :D took twenty minutes or smth. went back for cca but it was time to go already hahah. food comm did good though, i tried the food! (: and then i played beach rally on josephina's phone during evaluation and I GOT SILVER (: hahahaha she must be damned proud of me ecause i've never gotten silver before (:

hope things'll be good tmr. tmr evening will def be fun :D haven't done a thing for tuition. i'm staying up to midnight to send the mentor a 00:00 birthday thing, how nice am i (: