sometimes i just wanna laugh at myself and i don't know why
i've never blogged twice in a day before hahah well

been reading blogs which i haven't read in ages since i have no links and all. sancia's still starting every post with a picture i see. she's into her hey there delilah mode. that song's so sweet though i reminds me of things that aren't sweet at all

read my guitar mentor's blog and i don't know why i can't turn my blog into a shoutbox of my own, all people read about is cip and what-i-did which doesn't exactly mean anything much does it. ho hum

haven't exactly been very organized in my thoughts or anything like that, all i've wanted to do is study for tests and do tys and find out who's doing the test before me so i can cheat a little. or maybe alot. now i've got time i don't have much energy to rearrange them. feel so strangely disorganized and a bugging feeling that something isn't right somewhere. though i can't see where or how

i realise my life's all about exchanges. for some reason. i do good for physics and my chemistry just dies on me. school's good but weekends just ain't so exciting anymore. and so on and so forth

and just so i forget to forget. i'd better get someone to remind me not to start everytime my conversation starts edging towards the tuition direction. tuition's supposed to be educational and where you study and kill off whatever's left of your energy after school.
not give you stress and give you like, seventeen floors of awkward deafening silence.

if you know what i mean