Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 8:08 AM
you know how you can get really happy, and then just one little thing brings you down.
story of my life.
like when i thought it was actually gonna be okay to wake up every sat morning and put myself through memory work and tys if you were here. and maybe you were going to be gone, what the hell/
like when i thought i was alright but, i was not really.
like maybe i knew you enough and you cared also, but you didn't really
like when i thought i'd be free from exams, only to realise chinese o's were in my face, and that i've never been very good at chinese all along
i think i'm a huge idiot sometimes >:/ and i scare myself with the stupid shit i think about
you knew how to make people feel special, i just didn't see it coming